yesterday went for a wedding dinner in Malaysia.
A distant, non-blood relations wedding dinner.
My uncle's wife's brother got married yesterday!
he, the groom was one of the plus points of last night can!
He looks so cute!!
haha.. The food was so-so lorhs.
I didn't enjoy myself as much as I think I should.
partially cause boyfriend who was invited, couldnt make it.
(alas, can't blame him. it was so LAST-min)
YES! hopefully there's no expiry!
thankyou boyfriend!!
A special post dedicated to LimChuanGhai :))
Dearest Boyfriend JeremyLimChuanGhai...
thank you for making this Christmas a special one.
It was a really special one :))
Thank you for everything you've done for me.
Thank you for being the greatest blessing in my life :))
I love you.
Happy 2nd Anniversary!! ^^ (25Dec'07)
BIG surprise when boyfriend presented the bouquet of roses! :))
feeling top of the world :))
JEREMYLIMCHUANGHAI!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! ^^
boyfriend's card + present to me :))
tada! what's inside the box. :))
me and boyfriend
we are really enjoying ourselves ^^
me loves the blue-ness of the sky
Still Day Two (Waterfall+BohTeaPlantation)
me and boyfriend! :)) (too sunny ah;eyes cannot open bigbig)
Xin and Jer ^^
fluffyfluffy purple wildflowers :)) *so pretty!*
pretty daisies! :))
say "BOH"
Beautiful Roses! ^^
I was a happy girl that day!
I found this plant very interesting :))
my favourite White roses! ( I love the message they convey)
pinkish-white rose :))
more roses :))
and even More roses :))
Day 2
sleepyheads :)) (just woke up)
Group Pict: Me, Jer and PrayerHouse people :))
me woves the bigBIG roses! (they are real, mind you!)
me and boyfriend with the BIG WHITE rose :))
THIS is my favourite pic!^^
Xin and Jer :))
yay! in the van setting off :))
mistymisty road(taken when Jerjer was driving)
we are happy! ^^
aahh! (just one of our spastic expressions; Jer was forced to do so)
one-eyed :))
It's already the 26th liao.
Hadn't have time to blog.
oh wells.
Christmas was definitely a blast for me.
Got to spend it with my boyfriend and his family.
Whee..
23th December 2007 (actually it's already 24th when I reached)
Sleepover with PRF!
hmmmm.. it's great meeting up.
Thank you girls for the pressie.
Thank you to Eileen n Liyi fer the cute snowman.
thank you to Peiling and Baba for the top.
thank you to flor and GENE for the nice eyeshadow.
I had lots of fun!
thank you girls.
Holidaying with Boyfriend was great!!
Too much details if I were to type them all out.
I'll update the photos soon,
and let them speak for themselves.
haha..
oh! anyways!
I realised, I do not need my boyfriend to be romantic.
I love him the way he is.
His sweet little gestures out of the blue always made me smile.
He gave me a bouquet of roses!
champagne white and pink.
It was really a big surprise.
and he went to do a book of the photos I took at the modelling agency. <br> oh man.
THANK YOU JEREMY LIM CHUAN GHAI!! :)
thanks for everything.
I love you!!
YAY!
I am going away.
Jer just reached my place de carpark.
I feel like I have packed,
as though I am moving house..
urms..
I am SO totally exhausted.
I didn't exactly have a good day.
so I am rather grumpy right now.
I am quite grumpy cause I am very tired.
I can hardly feel myself from the waist down.
I feel half-paralysed.
that's how worn-out I am now.
Though I didn't have a good day,
I still wanna thank God that I have gotten everything I need already.
So from now till wednesday,
I'll just have to do away without sleep to complete everything.
flor! thanks for accompanying me today.
I know it's tiring to walk ard with me.
and it definitely takes a great deal of patience to wait for me to do my purchase.
thanks for being such a great friend :))
It will be a long long day ahead.
jia you limjiaxin! :)
I can achieve what I intend to achieve by the end of the day!!:))
Yesterday went Ikea w Boyfren's Mummy and Sulin.
Boyfren didn't go, cause he was busy w work.
Sad-ed.
ah wells.. as usual, I got all of lost.
HEH. never ever ask me for directions.
especially in a car on roads.
it's definitely a bad choice.
sobss. Felt so bad after that.
but it was fun fun FUN at Ikea Tampines.
SAW so many pretty white concepts.
soooo nice.
I woves white! ^^
Jer's mummy bought lots of things.
and I got one item which was crucial for the girls' gathering.
wahahaha!
And I just woke up.
with a brilliant idea for a DIY item for Boyfren.
at least, it's brilliant to me lah.
it's one of my best original idea I came up with.
at the very least, it isnt all that overly challenging.
HEE. just time consuming that's all.
I would be very occupied for the next six days before I go fer my holiday.
yesterday has been a great day.
went to accompany boyfren and his family do their xmas shopping.
boyfren bought many new clothes.
but i think he still didnt have enough of shopping.
dinner at stonegrill was yummielicious.
was sososo full..
wasn't in a fabulous mood yesterday lorhs.
I was angry at myself at first.
then I came home to think about why I was feeling so.
I spend hours thinking lorh,
while I was reading my favourite novel,
while msging Jer's Godsister.
hmmmmmmmm.. it was only until I fully concentrate on thinking.
then I broke down.
I finally knew and understand why I was in a bad mood.
I don't usually like to let things affect me that much.
but ysd, I just cldn't shake the bad feeling.
I finally understand myself.
I was feeling so bad,
cause I subconsciously rmbed the hard work I went through,
in order to 'achieve' something.
but yet, that something was given away, just like that.
hais.. it wasn't mere hard work that i had to go through lorh.
it was torturous, most embarrassing, painful and I lost my favourite one n only necklace on that day.
but I guess, the person didn't understand.
I found something amazing whilst looking through my things,
after my that post yesterday.
I stil have a letter written by Celest on a TISSUE.
you know how difficult it is store it?
I can't imagine that I have kept it so well.
that tissue is like three years plus old already!
it was dated 5/7/04! stil have time at 12:04am!
how amazing! :)
I am sleeeeeeeeepy right now.
went to find boyfren to do some xmas shopping.
I have NO time left!
serious shortage of time!
and I have so many things undone.
*slaps forehead*
BUT!! YAY!!
It's NINE MORE DAYS! ^^
urms.. it still feels kind of long :/
Was looking through my things just now.
and I found a box of letters..
from different people.
my best friend, my close frens,
and this particular person whom I would always remember.
the only three letters from that particular person really brought back lots of memories.
those not-so-fabulous sort but yet will always stay sort of memories,
if you get what I mean bah.
feeling so worn out right now.
rainy days are great for sleeping.
my inspirations haven't been knocking on my door.
I miss my boyfren!
Yay! I am finally home! :))
Today's my enrolment day!
heh. Me went to school with meifeng.
then met charlotte at the school busstop.
hmmm.. Enrolment day's borrrrrrrrring :'((
Do I really have to go through this for every semester?
I will DIE! :/
Realised that JieYing(from arts stream+Hclub)n Eileen(from my sec2 class) are in the SAME course.
and we are all in the same group for the computing class, I think.
How borrrrrrrrring!
Randomness...
1. yesterday, whilst boyfren was driving me to the customs,
before he rushes off to his exams..
I realised that "BUBBLY" is still a such great and nice song to listen to,
especially on a rainy day.
I still think so today :))
2. YAY! my daddy approved of me going holidaying w boyfren!
but me n boyfren not gg China liao.
boyfren is sad about that.
but I am happy!
Cause I get to spend Christmas w him! :))
wheeeeeeeeeeee..
3. I am happy today!
for I have just thought of a good design for the DIY gifts I have in mind.
WOOHOO!
but now, I have to figure out where to get the materials.
*slaps forehead*
I don't understand why I like giving myself such challenges :S
4. Another thing, I am happy about is,
my boyfren finishes exams TML!
and it's his holidays lers!
So happy for him.
though we might not be spending most of our time together :)
But I dun like to see him slogging so hard for his exams.
HEHS.
yayness! :D
5. TWO MORE IMPORTANT goals unachieved.
but it's not the end of the year yet.
I still have two weeks?
:D
6. FLOR!! CHRISTMAS SHOPPING!! :))
Probably next tuesday?
Will confirm with you.
Anyone wanna go too?
Me loves Christmas Shopping!! ^^
Christmas is so my favourite time of the year! :))))
I can't wait for Christmas gathering w the girls!
OH! that reminds me.
I have yet to plan the program.
oh dear.. must get to it soon.
7. I've thought about my most ideal wedding proposal!
haha. nah.. I'm definitely not getting married yet.
But no harm in just thinking right?
I THINK alot by the way.
okay.. I am feeling sleepy.
ZzzZ
Here I am at home.
Enjoy the peace of a rainy day.
just now went to find boyfren for lunch,
and pei him do the last revision for his marketing research paper today.
He should be in the exam hall..
exerting the muscles in his right hand writing the essays.
:))
I miss you already! :'(
What I want for Christmas is . . .
a promise . . .
'flor! Hang on in there ok?
Everything will be fine!
I AM HERE!! ^^
PJC Movie Marathon
I was glad that I went for it.
But urms. the only reason I was glad.
Cause of the long hours of late night chatting we had.
Talking about everything under the MOON.
HEHS.
Hmm.. Am abit sad that the movies chosen weren't really that good.
Oh wells.. *shrugs*
I haven gotten a good sleep yet.
Got alot of problems with the tuition!!
All these things happening to me!
ARGH!
maybe I am a jinx or something.
wah lao. I have never said that about myself before.
But I feel like one today.
Tutor hospitalised for dengue.
Tutor last min never turn up at the student's place.
Now, got one is NO ONE AT HOME!
I feel like I really DAI SAI lo.
EUGENE! I think you should give me the sack soon!
Else, you would really bleed to death man! :S
I am kind of sad.
And somewhat feeling emo right now.
The news about CheukYing leaving us (and it might be even for good),
makes me feel sad.
I haven't been a really good friend to her.
We don't go out often enough.
urms. actually I think we never really went out tgr before.
sighh..
and now, even though I have more time than I have in the past.
I still am pretty preoccupied with things.
Perhaps, I am really bad at managing my time.
haish.. thus I am no longer in a position to advise/critise people on time management already.
sighhh..
I am not good.
Cheuk just msged me to ask me whether psychology or law suits her more.
I gave her my point of view,
but I didn't mention which suits her.
Just an advice.
Simple one, I hope it really helps.
I realise, I would really really miss her in church.
It's like even though, I am always with FLor's ex cellgroup..
but everytime I go church, she's the only one who greet me with a warm hug.
That always made my day! :)
oh dear.. I feel like crying.
ok. Before I start blogging.
I must thank two important persons.
(according to Flor, there's such thing as "persons",
SO don't correct me!)
I wanna thank KYAW ZIN HTET for helping me,
even though you have an important paper tml!!
and Eugene Toh for that brilliant suggestion! :D
You guys are my HEROES! :DD
okay. My day didn't exactly went all THAT well.
But NEBER MIND!
I am thankful that I had a well-deserved rest! :))
*smiles*
oh! I still have lots of things to accomplish before the year ends!
haha :DD
Phew!
Finally CAN rest.
I can't believe me and Flor window-shopped
and shopped @ CWP for so long!
From ONE pm till EIGHT pm.
How amazing right?
And the end-results?
Tired legs.
And nopes, I didn't buy anything.
Flor ended up with a bigbig hole in her pocket.
And oh!
THANK YOU FLOR!
for the cap.
I still think it looks nicer on you :D
Good news for the day!
MEOWMEOW PASSED HIS PSLE ON THE DOT!
What a miracle!
haha. and the good thing is, he got promoted.
He called to thank me.
Alas, made me feel guilty.
:P
HEE.
Hmm..
Had been thinking about something since last night.
Something said by this character in the Channel 8 show,
and something else someone said,
triggered off my thinking.
yes, I know I think too much at times.
But I can't help it :/
A question to those who are in a relationship,
and those who are going to enter into one in the future..
Why are you (or Why would you want to be) in a relationship?
This is not a mere question to just ponder over the cause of you being in a relationship.
But rather, what you expect of it.
Think about it.
you would be able to understand yourself better :))
HEY!
PAUL!
WE WILL MISS YOU!
TAKE LOTS OF CARE! :))
(and he just went offline, just as I posted this :S)
Just woke up.
I'm sleeping lesser and lesser by the day man.
So deprived of a long, good rest.
Oh dear :S
Update on Yesterday.
Went over to find Jer.
He brought Bobby out when he came to pick me up lah.
And Bobby as usual was so high that he kept tip-toeing on my thighs.
And as a result, I had and stil have lots of scratches :'(
Watched The Prestige @ his place.
haha. Cool show.
No wonder he likes it so much.
Went for dinner after which.
Then went find his fwens.
Then he sent me back.
End of story.
hahaha.
Ok. Here's the main point.
Just now when I woke up,
I did some blog-hopping.
Then something came to mind.
Gene's discussion with me, last night.
sorry ah gene.
It usually takes time for things to get sink into my brain,
THEN I'll read into it.
Esp things, I have not given much thoughts into them.
Actually I DO agree with what Gene says.
Ok. Our discussion isn't any BIG secret between us.
We were talking about the maintenance of friendship.
And most probably, I'm guilty of some/ if not all parts that we mentioned.
Haha. I haven't been a great friend for as long as I lived.
But on second thoughts, I do TRY to make it a point to be there for those who need me.
I suppose so?
Hehs.
Seriously lah, I think me, Flor, Gene believes the same thing.
(though I may not be able to do all of it. but I do TRY!) :S
Ok, I believe that friendship maintenance is for forever.
It's a long term commitment,
like any B-G relationships you get yourself into.
(maybe for some, it's not the case)
Someone once told me that he found the friendship maintenance a very tough challenge to keep to
esp when you're a super busy person.
But I must say, it's even tougher for people in relationships.
'Cause they have three commitments to keep to in all.
Their Family, Friends, plus the Other Half.
And dun forget, we all still have the study/work commitment as well.
Oh dear.. What busy beings we all are!
But the thing is, everyone goes through the same thing.
We should never be too busy for our friends.
At least, that's what I've learnt since my last breakup.
Friends are the ones there to help you and get you back up on your feet.
Yes. We've our other halves that we have to commit our time to.
So does that mean friends don't matter anymore?
So you're willing to sacrifice friends just for ONE guy/girl who might or
MIGHT NOT be the one?
And when something really happens,
you might even realise there is no one there by your side.
Personally, I do not like those lamentings about not meeting up and stuffs.
It's like we have the invention of the HANDPHONE.
that you cld use to call and ask people out or even to catch up.
Eugene.. You have the rejection limit.
I think I have one that goes with yours.
Mine is called the Initiation Ceiling.
Like Gene, one gets tired when that one person is always doing the job.
seriously, the way friendship works, is a mutual thing.
It goes two ways.
And if it works, it goes a LONG LONG way :))
today's a tiring day.
Brought Yin Ying for swimming.
And it poured.
But we swimswim till the lifeguard "beep"-ed at everyone.
Haha.. Then we went CauseWay point to eat and walkwalk around.
Then I sent her home.
She's a happy girl :))
and when I was home,
I watched "the wedding date" in my subconscious state of mind.
Was thinking about alot of things..
Random thoughts..plus the rainy day.
Made me really emo.
I need and want a future tense.
:S
Congratulations to FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN!
on finishing her LINGUISTICS paper! :DD
so happy for you :)))
It's a happyhappy day!
wheeeeeee!
It actually feels really good.
It's been so long since I last felt this way.
THANK YOU BOYFRIEND!
you made my day today! ^^
Me went to find my boyfriend at twelve on the dot.
THEN, we went to have lunch with someone who offended me this morning.
Wasn't very willing de.
But must give my boyfriend face mahs.
After lunch, we ran errands for his mummy.
then we went for BEE movie.
like FINALLY! :S
it's such a cute movieee!! ^^
*happyhappygrin*
After which, we rushed for Stardust.
Hmm.. Stardust was enchanted enough bahs.
Good storyline :)
I enjoyed it :D
Jer wanted to send me home.
But after we passed the msia customs,
I realised that his autopass wasnt in its original place.
And we had to trouble his parents to get it from his mummie's shop.
BOYFRIEND! you cannot be so insistent all the time de!
You know that I do not like troubling people :S
then when we finally reached spore,
we went to eat our favourite food!! :D
The usual.
yummielicious!! :)))
I am really really happy today.
I'm smiling again ;)
hee..
today's service was great!
the sermon message was strong :)
It did me good :)
And! and! Carrola (duno if I spelt her name correctly) has a fabulous voice! :)
so much power and sounds so NICE!
:)
went to the book fair.
Walked ard for an hour or so.
Wanted to get nice non-fiction general books.
But, NO HAF!
So I ended up with three fiction novels.
ENGLISH LEH ( cause no have nice chinese ones :p)
Got one of my newly-bought novels, I actually bought it for its title.
I tot it was rather sweet a title.
it is titled " The Man who Fell in Love with His Wife".
after which, I went to meet eugene.
We sneaked into The Warren and Northvale to slot the flyers into letterboxes.
Very HOT and TIRING.
oops. I shouldn't be whining.
At least, I wasn't doing it alone.
:)
Then me and gene popped by at BABA's place.
despite knowing that she's sleeping.
evil me :p
Eugene just sent me my favourite song in college!
It's one of the songs I really liked,
for its catchy tune and crappy but sweet lyrics!! ^^
no kidding! :)
"You're my ice kachang.....
In this Tropical Heat... "
But I like the verses before the chorus TOO!
those are the great part :)
Somehow, while I was walking down memory lane,
as I listen to this song..
an idea came into my mind.
HEE..
Think about having your college friends coming together to perform this song on your special day :)
It's a sweet and touching scene right? :)))
it's a not so happy day.
I feel sad, in fact.
perhaps, disappointed is a better word to describe.
I am tired.
I need a rest...
a good good rest..
it's a Wednesday!
haha..
Later going out with my tuition girlgirl.
Then need to go collect the $$ from the troublesome auntie,
who has been pissing gene and gimsiong off recently.
I would really like to see how she look like man.
I am a happy happy girl.
you know why?!
'Cause I have chocolates to eat.
Wheeeeeeeee..
Jer's mummie bought the chocolates for me!
haha.. I don't know why also.
But it's DARK BITTER CHOCOLATE!
*loves*
Bet it's cause of jerjer's influence that everyone thinks I am an bitter chocolate addict :D
wells.. maybe I am, just dun nid to say out de :S
HEE..
Been home for the whole day.
It feels so good to be able to stay home and just slack.
I guess, I just needed a good rest bah.
Oh wells.. Work will start tml.
and quoting Gene : " HUAT AH"
:))
Most of my dear friends are busy at the battlefield of examinations.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU PEOPLE!
GAMBATE NE! ^^
whilst people are fighting battles..
the guys are depressed at NS.
random people like me slacking..
and at times, we get dejected..
we get emotional..
we get moody..
we feel deprived..
But sometimes, we just need to remind ourselves..
that we should be happy :)
Now ask yourself,
when's the last time you ever had a good laugh?
when's the last time you look to the sky and smiled?
when's the last time you look at your parents,
and noticed a few more wrinkles they have?
when's the last time you gave someone a real warm hug?
when's the last time you cooked for someone you loved?
when's the last time you gave yourself a pat on the back?
when's the last time you looked in the mirror and liked what you see?
when's the last time you liked yourself for who you are?
Nownow..yes, we've all grown up.
But all those, are mere simple happiness..
we shouldn't deprive ourselves, and the people ard us of.
These simple happiness have always been in us.
It's just that, we sometimes lose ourselves...
we sometimes forget the innocent child in us..
We must learn to love ourselves for who we are..
and remember the simple happiness that made us smile..
Remember the first bite of icecream you had?
Remember the burst of rainbow that you've seen?
Remember your first kiss?
Remember that one hug you miss?
We should really be happy :)))
Yesterday was like the perrrrrrrrrrfect day :)
*smiles*
finally I am free from commitments to the Taiwanese.
and I went on a date with Boyfren.
Game Plan was good.
Hilarious, yet heartwarming.
great show! ^^
then me and boyfren went to buy icecream from Meifeng.
Wheeee.. I was having craving for chocolate icecream, that's why.
Then, me and boyfren went shengshiong to find jelly powder for his mummie.
but we cldn't find any.
So ended up, he took a couple of random boxes,
whilst I grabbed my stuffs.
and off we went HOME.
haha.. the sad thing is, I'll only get to see him nxt saturday.
He is STARTING work nxt monday!
Jer!! JIAYOU!! ^^
was walking alone on my way home just now.
And I started thinking about things.
I thought about how contented I am with my life now.
As in, the extent of my contentment ( if there's ever such a word).
I thought about what people always say,
the older we gets, the less easily contented we get.
perhaps, that's true for most cases.
but sometimes, just a small note would just make me smile :)
I changed my blog song le!
Jer introduced to me de.
It's SO NICE can!
it's my new favourite song too!
*melts as the music plays*
I'm so in love with this song! :)
Here's the lyrics to "Bubbly"
I love the lyrics too
BOYFREN!
I AM SO GLAD THAT YOU SHARED THIS NICEEE SONG WITH ME!
*loves*
I've been awake for a while now
You make me feel like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying safe and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
It starts in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
What am I going to say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm
And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
And it stats in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
I was happy in the morning.
because I helped someone cross the road with the shelter of my umbrella.
But now, I am sad.
Something I've always been looking forward,
is disappearing.
Sad. There should be a way out.
I am looking for it.
still..
Happy 22th Monthsery to us! :)
hmm.. my boyfriend is now rushing out his assignment.
my poor boy.
He must be under so stress now. :S
time really flies.
I still can't believe that,
in another two months' time, we'll be TWO!
whoa.. it's amazing, isn't it?
Recently, something has been knocking on the door to my mind and heart.
actually, it's alot of things lah.
but yups.
things that were preached during the last sermon,
and something someone said.
The other day, flor's fren, chan tong was saying that,
he's turning twenty years, think nxt year?
and i was like, "good what! know how you're going to celebrate yet?"
but something he replied, hit me hard.
'cause I had the same thoughts before.
and still having, just that, I haven't been constantly reminding myself.
He replied,"but, I feel as though I haven't really achieved anything in these twenty years that I've been living."
wellwell.. I'm pretty sure most people at one point of their lives,
would have pondered over this.
If you've pondered over this,
what've you done about it?
And if you've not done anything about it,
better start moving now, before you realise that time has already flown past you.
as I've said earlier, something said during last sermon,
has been on my mind.
and I really want to be a star thrower! :)
hee.. let me inspire you with the story.
perhaps, you've already heard of it.
I had long ago, even before the sermon.
but hearing it again at this age and at that moment, impacted me much more.
perhaps, everyone of us needs a reminder from time to time.
and you'll be amazed at the impact of it in your life.
Trust me :)
And here goes, (but let me warn you, I'm a bad storyteller)
once, in a village by the sea,
there was this boy who was always by the seaside.
There were many starfishes washed ashore and left stranded
whenever there came the low tides.
And the boy would gently pick up one starfish and throw it back into the sea.
then another.. then another.. then another..
At one point of time, there came this person,
who didn't understand the boy's behaviour at all,
He asked, "why are you doing this?
Look at the whole stretch of starfish across the shoreline!
Do you think you'll be able to save them all?
And even if you do, you would take a very very long time!"
The boy smiled and gently picked up another starfish,
threw it back into the sea,
and he said, "I know.. but at least to that one starfish I threw back into the sea,
I made a difference."
I think we all should be a starthrower.
And make a difference in someone's life.
even if it's just one person.
it'd probably mean alot to that person.
:)
okay. People! I'm back.
This is a post loreal hair-seminar update.
If you ain't interested,
you may SHOO >.<
hehe.
okay. so the story of a brave girl goes.
I'm not being BHB lorhs.
I really am!
I was still on the train at novena when the client called.
and I tot I was late.
so the moment I alighted,
I ran like a mad woman in the midst of walking working people all the way.
then, I saw this girl strolling.
she's one of the models for the day's show as well.
and she said that we werent late.
Thank God!
and so, we arrived at our destination,
the artistes' makeup cum dressing room.
and found two other our people and a new japanese girl there.
then the horror of it all came.
this girl called collete,
she is oso one of the girls who said she didnt mind having the hair cut short.
and the japanese cut it REAL short!
it's like a boy hairstyle lo!
BUT! with a fringe about 3cm above the brows.
oh mans.. I was there fearing for my hair.
then went to get changed.
changing is a chore for us man.
being a middle-sized model while the rest is small-sized models.
i had to keep changing my costumes cause they cant fit.
so, in the end I got the dress I wanted.
and! PURPLE STOCKINGS!
and the japanese KEN-SAN helped me curl my hair lo.
whilst it's stil long.
hee..
and at this moment, I heard the loreal staff talking very angrily to two girls.
the girls looked like though they were goin to cry,
cause they were scared to get that short a haircut.
ya.. So the loreal staff can't take it.
so send them home packing lo.
and I was the only one left doing the short haircut LAH!
see! I am SO brave lo! so I went ard taking photos whilst my hair is stil long.
haha.
show began.
and I was the first to solo out
and stand onstage,
to get my hair cut.
it was cool lah.
but at the same time, because you can't really see yourself.
and I was curious to know what my hairstyle was.
but the moment I returned to the dressing room, the girls were all saying my hairstyle looks really great.
wahaha. I like it too! :D
but there is only one pain, my feet were hurting, 'Cause the shoes were too TIGHT!
the finale was a great experience.
all of us tot we cld leave the stage le.
all the photographers blocked our way.
and all the flashlights flashing.
have to keep smiling and all.
and got some even requested that we turned in all angles for them to take the photographs.
got some hairstylists came on stage and behind us to feel our hair -__-
it's not like we are those mannequins can!! :S
haha. But it's was fun.
I was glad that I didn't fall flat on my face with the heels.
the heels were even higher than those I usually wore.
coolahs! :D
thank the jap with the help of the nice translator.
and went to the agency.
my agents cld recognise me.
with the makeup and hair.
haha.. Went to take more photos.
but only ONE was really good, I must say.
it's so sensual. HEEX.
yup-ped. I like the turn-out of my hair for yesterday.
that is before wash.
cause the haircut was meant to be styled and permed that way.
but if left unstyled, it's just short hairstyle.
just really short. :S
I am SO going to miss you,
says the girl to her hair.
no. it's not cut yet.
but soon.
in about twenty hours' time from now.
hais. of course I am sad lah!
I have been having long hair for like..
six years!
and now, more than twenty cm is going to get cut away.
oh mans.. you can imagine the woe in me :(
tell me if this is true :)
to me, yes leh.
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet.
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people.
You don't judge a book by its cover,
so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style.
This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships
and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like.
If you meet the right person,
you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas.
You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart,
so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person
and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important.
Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure
and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed.
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people.
It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice.
People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues.
Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem,
which your heart rather than your head needs to solve
ANOTHER ONE TOO!
What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever.
You are quite serious about finding this type of love,
and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet
before deciding whether you could really love them.
You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight:
you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life
before deciding to form an attachment.
If a guy doesn't meet your expectations,
you would rather be alone.
Your love has to be perfect.
Be careful though,
you could be missing out on some worthy relationships
because your standards are so high.
yay! it's a great day today!
I went out happily and came home happily :D
isn't that great?
went over to find my boyfriend again.
then we went to finish up his godsis's pressie
and went to his mummie's shop for lunch.
yummielicious lunch cooked by his mum,
though he said he was the one doing the cooking -__-
Was very very FULL!
and my boyfriend forced me to eat LEAFY VEGGIE!
ee yer! I do NOT like the leafy parts!
hehs.. wanna know why?
'cause I nearly ate a caterpillar found on one before.
seriously lO! :(
Anyways, am glad that jer's god sis like the pressie and the card :D
my boyfriend draws angels very nice d!
first time see him draw!
he is so much more artistically-inclined than me.
I think I am artistically-declined/reclined! :P
hee.. whatever lahs.
and OH! I saw a DISTURBING VIDEO today.
Of a deformed baby born in the Middle East.
It's said that a doctor asked the husband and the pregnant wife of their preferred gender.
and one of them replied, "boy or girl dun matter, even if born like a snake oso nvm."
and oh dear.. the baby was really deformed like a reptile,
with somewhat of a resemblance to an ET.
it's really disturbing.
and I think, seriously, we shld always watch what we say :S
this is scary.
I do hope it won't cause me to have nightmares!
sheesh..
Hmm. I wanna talk random today.
1. first happy thing first, I am glad I've gottten thru the final audition :D
*grins*
2. recently, I just gotten free movie tix to BRATZ -
a kiddo movie which I can treat my sis to :)
3. I've also gotten free movie tix to THE BEE MOVIE -
I guess I'll most probably watch it with JER.
4. okay. the above four points may make my life seem so smooth-sailing and great.
haha. but that's all a facade :S
5. been rather emotional recently.
poor boyfren has to suffer all of it.
oh wells :S
6. I'm kind of looking forward to 6pm today.
that wud mark the end of tuition for the WEEK ONLY.
hehs. the kids can be sooooooooo horrible sometimes!
but then, I realised all these experience with these HALFMONSTERS-HLAFANGELS..
seemed to help me in my patience with people :)
7. I'm looking forward to Saturday.
the current me, don't mind a complete new me.
perhaps, I wud need that to just get all those dumbdumb troubles off me :S
8. Was listening to WU XIN SHANG HAI on my xiaotou ysd.
eee.. I do NOT like that song.
'cause I don't believe in wu xin shang hai.
ah wells.. I can be REALLY stubborn at times.
just like, I do not believe lying for a good cause as well.
probably, it's just cause I was emo-ing away?
:S
9. the only reason I dread Saturday is cause,
I am beginning to love my hair color now.
it's like growing on me.
oh dear.
luckily, JER is driving me there.
else FLOR, you know what.. I might really run off :P
10. I MISS MY NANNY!
when are we meeting to chill?
are you coming to church on SUNDAY?
cheuk's cellmate has been pestering me!
I need my twin sister ard! :D
:D
ok.. that's rather enuff random talks for today.
woots! I can't wait for the end of my holidays.
hmm.. I know many people wud see me as wasting my time ard.
MORE THAN A WHOLE OF YEAR OF HOLIDAYS?!
ARE YOU NUTS?!!
well.. I am not.
this break did me greater good than I can ever imagine.
It gave me time to reflect on everything.
Imagine me already starting school,
wud I have all these opportunities to try out new things?
wud I have the chance to improve my patience with people?
I seriously doubt so.
I wud choose experience over studies anytime.
but then again, since I signed up to start school,
and if I really get into it.
I've resolved to study really hard.
and not give myself any slack when it comes to studying.
:)
see the change in me?
I quite like it :)
LIM JIA XIN dedicates this song to ESTHER TOH LUI JUE! :D
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache, life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can't do
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you
Young girl don't cry,
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall.
Church Service yesterday, was AWESOME :)
REALITY = A LIMITATOR! :)
Pastor Kong made us write down two reality,
that we are going to challenge.
Must strive hard :)
FLORENCE! GO LISTEN TO THAT SERMON (dated14/10).
It's FOR YOU d!
trust me, it did me good.
It should do you good as well :)
after church, saw shanshan again outside.
She said that Chan Tong was asking her,
"ehh.. the FLorence's fren is what name ah? she's over THERE!"
FLOR! everyone was wonderin why my twin sister never turn up!
You've been missed! :D
I saw lots of people that I know ysd!
I saw yuhao, li hong, zhi sheng, one malay guy whom I duno how to spell his name.
Yup-ped.
then me went meet AH BON at AMK.
went kbox there..
it was a great two hours plus.
RATHER SHORT RIGHT?!
haish.. How was I to know that so many people will go to that ULU place?!!
then we went to eat nice noodles and dumplings!
then we went eat SOYA ICECREAM!
nicenice!
took lots of photos over ther!
hahaha.. SO happy!
it was a happy day!
LET US OBSERVE ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE,
before you proceed on to read.
* one minute passes..*
KBOX AT LOTONE IS CLOSING DOWN!
that's bad news alright!
I'm grieving now LORH! :'(
aahhhhh!!
Ting ting says, tml maybe the last day le! :'(
Or there might be an extension till the 18 or so.
SAD SAD SAD.
ahhhhhh! this feels like END OF THE WORLD! :(
Okay.. Too much of a drama QUeen le.. :X
JER ! I would pick you again :D
| You Would Pick Your Boyfriend Again! |
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| Your Hidden Talent |
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back from date with jerjer! :)
Watched Mr. Woodcock.
The show.. urms.. I don't think it's good.
haha. but I enjoyed Jer's company all the same :D
HEY! JER! IF YOU SEE THIS,
YOU'RE INVITED TO A HOMECOOKED DINNER ON MONDAY.
but if you don't see this,
oh wells.. too bad :p
*shrugs*
now tell me, is THAT really my hidden talent?
| You Are Right Brained In Love |
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| He's Getting Over Her... |
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comecome! take a personality test! :)
Quite accurate tho,
I was trying to convince myself that I have qualities mentioned in other categories.
but yup.. mine is LEFT-LEFT!
do your test and read for me and
tell me if I am really like that :S
1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands.
If you see
Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain
2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)
Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain
Based on 1+2 (order important),
below is the interpretation of your personality:
Right-Left
==========
Considerate, traditional, indirect type
can instinctly read other's emotion,
and respond
friendly by natures.
Although not very into
taking intiatives in moving forward,
but this person
will always take a step back in supporting
others.
Stable personality and considerate,
give
others a being protected feeling.
But the
weakness is they cannot say no;
regardless how
unwilling they are,
they will take care of others.
Right-Right
===========
Loves challenges type
Straightfoward.
Once they decided on one thing,
will
take action right away.
Very curious,
and
love challenges.
Dare to face dangers without
thinking through (sometimes foolishly).
Their
weakness is they dont listen to others,
will filter
in only what whey want to hear in a
conversation,
and very subjective.
However, because
of their straightforward attitude,
they tend
to be fairly popular.
Left-Left
=========
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist
Very logical in all aspects.
The only way to defeat
(or win over) him/her is through reasons.
Has
a lot of pride,
and feeling strongly about doing
the right thing.
If they are your friends, they
are very trustworthy.
However, if they are your
opponets,
they will be very tough to deal with.
Because they can be very 'anal' as a perfectionist,
they usually leave a bad impression of being
hard to deal with when first met.
Left-Right
==========
Likes to take care of others, leader type
Has a cool and keen observation ability to see
through situations,
yet still can be considerate in
others needs.
Because of their cool and calm nature,
and strong sense of responsibility,
they tend
to become head of a group.
Popular among people.
However, they may not be able to help themselves
in meddling
because they want to take care of others
too much.
Very concerned about how others
view them, and always on alert.
true ma? :)
it's just a test.
Don't need to take it so seriously :D
yay. I went for audition today.
with my FLORENCE
she's my manager no2 cum nanny! :)
whee.
so exciting.
I wasn't all that excited d lorhs.
Her influence!
but it's fun to share your new experience with impt people in your life!
you noe? you noe?
thank you FLORENCE!
for making my hair so nice today!
and for accompanying me for quite long :)
thank you thank you! ^^
it was a surprise to me.
I can't believe that I got chosen man.
'cause I really did my portfolio w/o the tot of anything in return oh.
HEE :D
I do hope today will be fun :)
it's a borrring wednesday again.
going for tuition later..
how borrring.
I realised that I've been lamenting about how mundane my life is,
but yet, you don't see me doing anething abt it :S
oh wells! I'm goin TO!
starting from nxt week though.
cause currently, I am trying to get used to my new schedule :)
yup-ped!
Gona add in exercise routine :)
must lose fats!!
hehs..
yesterday night was kind of a struggle for me.
but I made it through :)
thank God!
those negative tots have finally gone away for good :)
*byebye negative tots!*
haha. you should have seen how I struggled mans.
it was like all those love philosophies in me waging war on one another.
all at the same time.
it's kind of like seeing the angel and the devil fighting each other.
haha.. oh wells.. love philosophies CAN contradict!
serious!
it just added on as an entry to my book.
haven't done a proper writing of it yet though.
I just felt enlightened by Him.
I heard a voice which helped me realise what's more important.
I've never felt so relieved :)
thank God :)
triple hurray to end of PSLE! :D
up next, is the end of year exams.
I don't think I wana teach anymore!
unless it's a GOOD pay.
gotta go bathe and get out for tuition lo.
wish me luck :)
I aim to do one good deed today and put a smile on someone's face :)
today's a pleasant day.
no monday blues.
'cause I got to see my BOYFRIEND! ^^
hee..
went over to M'sia to meet my beloved.
chilled around and yamcha-ed with my boyfriend and his fwens.
though I found the time spent together was SHORT,
but me is happy enuff.
I WANNA SEE MORE OF YOU,
SINCE YOU'RE HAVING YOUR TERM-BREAK!! :P
have you ever thought of how your life would change..
as you enter into another phase of it?
oh wells.. as next year draws nearer and nearer..
I'm starting to ponder..
haha. kind of slow, I know.
slow for someone whose fwens have alrdy started uni life.
life is so unpredictable.
and maybe people's feelings could be as unpredictable as well.
for me, I do hope, nothing changes..
unless it's for the better :)
Hmm.. Been really busy recently.
Haha. And Gene says we are both slaves of exams.
I prefer to be known as a miracle-worker :p
haha.
hmm.. the shoot on saturday was a good experience,
though I didn't think I did well.
Thank God for my boyfriend who kept me company for the long hours :)
hmmm.. Go watch Resident Evil 3!
it's GOOD! ^^
found this on sarah's blog..
" a girl should bury her heart so deep in God,
that a boy has to go through God to get it. "
nice :)
long time no post.
it felt kind of weird.
being so busy that I hardly have time to just slack around.
so weird lah!
oh wells.. :S
I've decided to just relax and give myself a break,
every now and then, so long I feel like it.
HEE.
I need some excitement! :/
I am back.
like finally, flor's bday celebration is OVER.
hehs. No more stress.. No more pressure..
haha. ok lah.
it's not all that bad :)
My plan was perrrrrrrrrfect after so many days of planning.
And just because of ONE GUY, it fell apart.
I am not being a perfectionist, FLOR.
YOU are ZHONG SE QING YOU can!
evil you.
sighs. Was abit disappointed that the ultimate aim wasn't achieved.
ah wells, everyone did enjoy themselves.
so.. I guess, that's what's most important right? :)
went back home last night.
thought that I cld get a good night sleep,
like FINALLY?
but ended up, I didn't.
was angry over some matter.
And I kept holding back my tears,
despite tearing quite alot.
I guess, that's why my anger didn't go away.
but I really didn't want to wake up with swollen eyes!
haha.. what?! vanity is a virtue ok!
I feel like going for icecream to cheer myself up.
Later, I'll go see if there is any nice movies worth watching.
Or perhaps, I'll go get a tub of ben&jerry icecream with the meagre funds I have left :S
I'll be fine :)
hey. I am finally free abit to update on the random things that had been happening liao!
random
1. I just reached home after a date with my boyfren.
we watched Naraka 19.
Urms.. it's kind of stupid lah.
seriously! :S heh.
2. I flared up @ meowmeow yesterday.
though I felt abit guilty after reflecting on it;
but I stil think I did the right thing :D
hey! at least, I didn't slap him hor!
3. many problems cropping up at the same time;
I feel like I am going crazy.
i am trying very hard to remain sane at this point.
4. just went to gene's blog.
and saw that he stated me as one of the impt frens :)
it made my day :)
thanks GENE!
you are definitely IMPORTANT too! :)
still rmb our acting during augustine's wedding?
come to think of it, it's really funny!
okay. Enough of random things.
I have been wanting to blog this quote from my fren.
ok. Here it is :)
" The best part about falling is the chance you give your friends, to catch you. "
A very sweet quote, don't you agree? :)
And this special quote, I dedicate it to EUGENE TOH and FLORENCE SIEW YU MIN :)
let me catch you if you fall!
just don't land too hard on me okay? :P
let me randomly update.
today will be a HECTIC DAY! :S
HELP ME! :'(
*yawn* I have been so bogged down by so many things.
I think I am going to fall sick soon.
I need a good good rest and massage! :(
a shout-out to my darling!
FLORENCE SIEW YOU HAVE TO BE STRONG!!:)
It's been such a long time since I've blogged.
nothing much has been happening for the past week.
Ok. there has been some lahs.
but I haven't got the time to update then.
ok. let me update randomly,
random things that had happened since last week till today.
1. I overheard a guy and a girl talking out loud @ the MRT station,
and the girl was like exclaiming,
"OH! I CAN'T IMAGINE BEING IN JC WITHOUT HAVING PEOPLE FALLING IN LOVE WITH ME!"
and you guessed it; I was rolling my eyes -__-
2. Boon randomly msged me to meet up for lunch.
We were on the same train lo!
It was really nice meeting up with him and talking so much crap.
Urms, SORRY MOGU! :/
3. Watched Rogue Assasin with BOYFRIEND!
hehs. I think the show is for hardcore action-pack people.
I still prefer jackie chan's movies.
4. occasional chats with Zin Htet made me realise how good I am at bullshitting.
this is baddddddd... haha
5. the rest of this week is hectic and next week too! I feel so torn apart! :S
6. Read dumdum flornuts' blog.
hey u dumdum!!
I read until I very emo leh!
THANK YOU FOR UR CONCERN! ^^
YUP-ped! I'll be fine! *grins*
7. BIG SURPRISE COMING UP THIS WEEK!
I just hope I'll get my PAY today!
*prays hard*
8. COunting down SEVEN DAYS to PRF'S BABY's BURFDAY!
WHEEEEEEEE:D
okay. Gona rush!
TUITION in half an hour!
haha.
it's amazing how well I manage my time in all other things,
except for work :P
OH wells. The boyfriend and I finally went for RATATOUILLE yesterday.
Yup-ped!
I enjoyed as much as I had expected myself to do so :D
Remy IS so cute! :D
My taiwanese kids had been begging me to bring them to watch,
But I don't think they wud love the movie as much as I do.
I bet they would be confused over the fuss making good food;
as they are pretty much of a gorge-ers
Whilst! I am a FOOD-LOVER! :D haha
Gona go look up for the recipe of Ratatouille :)
And OH! OH! it's not from the movie lah.
I just came across a teacher from sec sch's restaurant webby!
Hmm. I aspire to set my own restaurant too!
My new aspiration! ^^
Wheeeeeeee~
Who knows? I might really succeed :)
Wells. There's not much things to blog about now.
My life is stagnating,
when I've been trying hard to stop it from doing so.
sighs.
ah wells. I just came across this "your marriage age is..." quiz thingy.
And decided to give it a go since I'm SO very the bored.
You know when your birthday
is,
but how
old should you really be getting
married?
(just put an x next to the
things that apply to you)
[x] I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I keep track of dates using a calender.
[ ] I own more than one credit card.
[ ] I know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] I know how to do my own laundry.
[ ] I vote every election.
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[x] I balance my checkbook.
[ ] My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 5
[x] I show up for school/college/work every day early.
[x] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
[x] I've never gotten a detention.
[x] I have never smoked a cigarette.
[x] I have never gotten completely trashed.
[ ] I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
[x] I like to take walks by myself.
[x] I've watched talk shows.
[x] I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
[x] I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 9
[x] I know how to do the dishes.
[x] I can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
[ ] My parents trust me.
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[ ] I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water the plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[ ] I pay attention at school/college.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 4
[x] I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
[ ] I work out on a regular basis.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know me by name.
[ ] My favorite kind of food is taken out.
[ ] I have gained weight since middle/high school.
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
[ ] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
[ ] I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] I can type quickly.
Total: 3
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
[ ] My only friends are from my place of employment.
[ ] I have been to a tupperware party.
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over
the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] I have more bills than I can pay.
[ ] All (most) my friends are older than I am.
[x] I can say no to staying out all night.
[x] I use the internet every day.
[ ] My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 4
Add up all the numbers and
My marriage age is ... 25
ehh.. Roughly there lah. HAHA.
oh wells. Hopefully I find someone who wants me by then?
*shrugs*
It's friday again.
whee.
But nothing much today.
Actually wanted to invite Jer over for din din.
However, Jer is becoming too busy for me.
not fair.
*hmmphs*
I'm cooking western tonight!
WHEE.. :D *smile*
Ok.. I'm going back to watch "I not stupid" teevee series le.
Yesterday was Wednesday.
But it felt like a normal Sunday (w/o tuition that is),
'cause I didn't have any tuition,
and I got to hang out late.
I had fun.
At the end of the day, I broke down.
It was due to pent-up anger.
oh dear.
but people who know me, should understand that,
crying is just my way of releasing the dumbdumb anger in me.
And once I am done with crying, I'll be ok :D
*grins*
It's always that way.
But unless it's of course due to heartbreaking pain.
then crying would only relieve a teenyweeny bit of the pain,
and I wun be ok :S
So conclusion of yesterday :
to limjiaxin, crying is healthy but tiring.
:)
PAIN.
Burning pain in my stomach! :'(
Sad. Don't like PAIN.
And I can't see my blog entries laH! :((
Tml have to wake up early to follow JER.
Going to sleep exceptionally early tonight :((
top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
- a off-shoulder top
- new heels
- the black silver chunky keychain from esprit
- flowers!
- big hoop earrings
Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is?
Soo Su Xian
2. Your relationship with her is:
girl friends :D
3. Your 5 impressions of her:
pretty! bubbly! smart! sweet! cute!
4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
hmm.. the little gifts that she always make for us :)
5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
ehh.. said to me? i've a bad memory ya?
6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
I will go, "I cant believe my luck!"
7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
uMm.. I haven't discover any imperfections abt her yet.
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
will that happen?
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
not sure.
10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
give her a pat on the back and tell her "jiayoU!"
11. your overall impression of him/her is?
She is Ms NICE :D
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
friends wil think I am siaosiao one lo.
but people who dono me, will think that I am pretty dao most of the time.
13. the character you love of yourself is?
my patience plus optimism
15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
I just want to be myself :)
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
I LOVE you! ^^
17. pass this quiz to 10 person that you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.Jeremy
2.Esther
3.Flor
4.Liyi
5.Eileen
6.Eugene
7.Kershin
8.Zin Htet
9.Grace
10.MooMoo
who is no.6 having relationship with?
no one, I supposed?
Is no.9 a male or female?
female :)
If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
no. I don't support brokeback.
How bout no.8 and 5?
impossible; I'll get killed by David!
What is no.2 studying about?
some chemistry thing in Uni.
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Yesterday!!
What kind of music band does no.8 like?
some heavy metal, some rock, etc.
Does no.1 has any siblings ?
an elder brother.
Will you woo no.3 ?
Can't. I am her owner :D
How about no.7 ?
nope.
Is no.4 single ?
officially a MRS CHEN :D
What is the surname of no.5?
Tay
What is the nickname of no.10?
MOO MOO loh :D
What is the hobby of no.4?
drawing; she is artistic :)
Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
urms. they duno each other.
Where is no.2 studying at?
NUS
Talk something casually about no.1?
He is nice, sweet, caring, smart, GREAT.
the best-est boyfriend in my life :)
Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
ehhh?? we're good friends!
Where does no.9 live at?
few blocks behind my block:)
Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
nopes.
Does no.7 likes no.2?
they duno each other.
How do you get to know no.2?
secondary school :D
Does no.1 have any pets?
yes. BOBBY and he spends more time with him than with me!
Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
ehh..?
I cant describe how happy I am today!
it's beyond description.
beyond what words can describe.
I just felt so extremely happy after service today.
The worship was great! and the sermon was great too!
What's more, the whole service was very inspiring!
Thank God for such a wonderful and inspirational service!
you know what?
I really felt transformed as what Pastor Kong said right before the service began.
And I thank God for that.
Am so happy to see ShanShan graduate.
She's one of the special six to get the full attendance award can!
So proud of her.
After today's service, I felt like joining the SOT in the future.
I am not ready for it right now.
But in the future, I will be :)
With God, any impossibility can become a possibility;
a possibility can become a probability;
and a probability can become a fact.
I'm even more determined to make my dreams come true :)
你觉得爱情应该是什么形状？
大多数的人都应该会想说：
“咦？什么爱情形状啊？
爱情不就是个很抽象的东西吗？
哪有什么形状？”
但，你知道吗？
其实，爱情是一个正方形体。
不明白吗？
我会这么说是因为，
当你用双手捧着爱情，顺着它的形状抚摸时，
大多数的时间你只会触摸到它平滑的那一面。
但是，两个平面的交界，却是一条尖锐的边缘。
有时候，你会被那边缘的尖锐给割伤。
不过，在尖锐的边缘过后，
又是一个平滑的平面。。。
My boyfriend kind of made my day today.
But I think he didn't realise it.
It wasn't a direct form of expression,
Nor was it intentional.
But it just felt heart-warming enough :)
*boyfriend talking to me over the phone,
whilst I was on my way home from tuition*
And SUDDENLY, he started singing, "why do birds suddenly appear...?"
And he just kept on singing and singing until he finished the whole song.
He sang so out of the blue,
So, I was thinking.. "ehh.. he went to my blog alrdy?"
but I didn't say anything.
And when both of us started chatting online,
he suddenly went, "HEY"
I thought he was going to scold me for sth.
but he continued and said, " I didn't know your blog song is, "why do birds suddenly appear...?" and i stil sang it just now."
Such a sweet coincidence.
It just felt nice somehow :)
I wove you, BOYFRIEND ! ! :D
I am just back from my appointment with the doctor.
Oh dear.. the rashes that I am having, are really allergic reactions :(
But the thing is, aside from medicines to stop the itch, and to make it vanish,
the doctor wrote on my medical card this :
USE SUNBLOCK when going out.
And the nurse read it out at the pharmacy counter,
And I was really certain that I heard ppl commenting on that.
BUT! jiaxin and sunblock don't match lah!
we are both north poles of a magnet.
REPEL!
I feel so dum dum last night.
Or rather this morning la,
about my mistake that 31 aug is a Sunday.
And what's more, I didn't realise it until my boyfren pointed it out to me.
O.O how blur can!
And you know? you know?
Yesterday, looking through my old things, I suddenly tot of this :
If you were to choose,
Would you rather choose someone you can live with;
Or someone whom you can't live without?
I asked my dear boyfriend about it.
And being the logical self he is,
he gave me a very logical explanation when he chose the former.
Actually, this type of questions, there is no right or wrong.
But one thing you can get from asking this type of qns,
Is that you can know what type of person he/she is,
judging from his/her answer and explanation.
YAY! do you like my new blog song?
I heard it on yes 93.3fm last night.
And felt so strongly about it and
TADA! haha. nicenicenice..
All the best to myself who is having a long day :(
lim jia xin jia you!
I aim to make someone's day today! :)
*smiles*
I AM BORED!
My boyfriend is nowhere to be found.
Most probably busy with his friends again.
Or watching drama.
TML is a SIX HOURS STRAIGHT TUITION DAY.
Oh dear.. How'll I ever last man! :(
And !! my brain is dead.
It actually RAN OUT OF FRESH, NEW IDEAS :(
And, I just realised that August is coming to an end.
AND! the thing is, I haven't been a good girl,
to keep up my writing of my book :S
Sighs.. My inspirations are not coming to me.
I am having a SEVERE writer block can!:/
Though I am not much of a writer :p
Oh wells. Came across this taggy thing on someone else's blog.
It says to write out "TEN weird/silly/little-known facts" about myself.
Oh wells.. I'll do it here since I am SO BORED :(
Here goes . . .
DO YOU KNOW . . .
1. I am a perfectionist,
who can't stand the slightest flaw in the things I buy ?
2. I have a fetish for beautiful heels which are extremely high ?
3. I used to have a ridiculous ambition;
to be a rich tai-tai ?
4. I like guys who are musically-inclined and romantic ?
5. I prefer not putting on make-up at all;
'Cause I always think, natural is a form of beauty,
that is, without zits and all ? :p
6. I am so immuned to horror movies;
that I can't stop laughing when the ghosts appear and all ?
7. I am a ZI LIAN KUANG ? :D
8. I name every single belonging of mine.
my handphone's called XIAO BAI;
my zen-stone's called XIAO TOU.
9. I dislike eating nuts;
I only eat nuts when they are in chocolate icecream :D
10. I have a fetish for everything chocolate :D
There, I am finally done.
It's a tough process, you know?
:/
Okay.. I've go reply my boyfriend's msg,
before he scolds me for being missing in action again.
Monday.
I have all the time to slack until evening :D
Was wandering around in my home,
and suddenly I found myself thinking about my future!
it's so oh my tian can.
haha.. I actually thought of the quite impossible things O.O
It's kind of boring to be so slack at home.
I am watching this show on marriage proposals where the tv crew helps people to plan a successful proposal.
And today, this guy who don't know how to swim, is learning swimming hours after hours,
just because the girlfren stated that they don't have similar interests.
so touching can.
And, in order to propose, he has to beat his girlfren in a competition.
The girlfren can really swim can! O.O
Poor guy man.
And just now the trailer showed that, the guy proposed ALOT of times, but the girl kept rejecting him.
And what's more, the girl stated strongly that she won't wanna have kids. O.O
Seriously lo.. the guy abit dumdum.
But this also comes to show that, Love can be really blind :/
I am not so looking forward to the tuition today.
I feel like gg for a movie ;(
This week has been so full of events.
haha. And tml, a new week begins.
Some things to look forward to next week :
1. Esther's bday celebration on Friday.
2. Church with Flor on Sunday - ShanShan's graduation from bible school :D
WHEEEEEEE...
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND! :'(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN! :D
Now you're no longer a baby anymore.
Have a blessed birthday :D
Today, went find Jer after his lessons.
Nothing much.
Watched some drama series and Constantine.
Ate maggi mee.
Then, I came home lers.
Today. I am rather pms-y.
Now helping dad type documents and chatting online.
Chatting with moomoo.
And was helping moomoo find girls' frenster profile;
then I came across somebody's.
Someone whom I never expect to see having a frenster profile can!
I don't wish to pollute my blog with the person's name though I have forgiven and forget.
Ask me if you wana noe.
And me and moomoo agreed that we are going to have nightmares if we continue viewing that frenster acct.
*high-5!*
Recently, I have been thinking alot also.
The other day, I asked Flor.. what her calling was in life.
And she replied without hesitation, the kids.
And for me, I think it's the people who are in need of help.
Abit general; but I just want to help people, I guess?
Then, recently, I was thinking about talents.
Been asking myself, whether I do have a talent or not.
I still am not too sure.
Perhaps, I really don't have one.
HA. Oh wells.. I shall just be me, even so :)
It's a nothing-much-to-do tuesday.
HEHS.
Yesterday went for my uncle's funeral with my family and Jer.
Hmmm.. To be honest, I don't quite feel anything somehow.
Perhaps, I am not that close to my uncle bahs.
Or perhaps, I have accepted the fact that it's better for him this way, being freed from his illness.
I have no idea. *shrugs*
Yay! My boyfren delivered my HUNDRED photos to me lers.
SO happy!!
hahaha.. Just now looking through them, I felt like framing those close-ups of him up.
WAHAHAHA. I think he'll kill me for that though.
Oh. my sister met MEOWMEOW yesterday.
haha.. Ask her and you'll know I haven't been being a drama queen when I was telling you my experiences with him.
And!! I think he's abit interested in my sister.
he couldn't concentrate ysd; kept stealing glances at my sister.
And what's more, he was in his best behaviour! O.O
But I think, for his standards, it's going to be almost impossible for him to get attached in the future.
HA. Ok. I am being overly evil :P
Today's a rather relaxed day.
I have the P2 kid at two thirty,
then going Yio Chu Kang until six-thirty.
Then I can come home to study and do my things!! ^^
WHEEEEEEEEEE.
SHO happy.
I love being free from commitments. :)
it's a MONDAY again.
Let's hope tuition will all go well for me.
Especially that meowmeow.
I do not wish to flare up at him.
Later, going to trouble my boyfren again.
I AM SORRY DEAR! :(
hmmmm...
Let me update about my eventful yesterday :D
Left home at twelve to go IKEA.
Was on the train almost reaching Queenstown,
Then me realised I didn't know which busstop to alight at, despite knowing the bus.
Then went get my thing - it turned out to be so much full of flaws can!
'cause I was in such a rush :((
THEN on the train back to wdls.
MEOWMEOW CALLED ME TO POSTPONE TUITION.
Was super pissed at him that I broke down.
He's making me give up ALL hopes on him already.
Then went home slack here and there..
DID stupid things.
Jer came to pick me up from my place.
And we went for "LICENSE TO WED"!!
It's a MUST-watch :D
I think girls will really enjoy it :)
The muvee made me realise,
Marriage isn't all about just being in love,
Though that may be the fundamental of it all.
And that, rweally..
marriage is for those who are truly in love and truly understand each other :)
Then went for fireworks.
I am still feeling guilty about that.
'Cause my stubborn-ness got us stuck in a 3hours approx. traffic jam!
SORRY BOYFRIEND! :((
but you know what ? you know what?
it's a ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE can!
'cause I don't think my boyfriend would agree to it a second time.
I EnJOYED MYSELF :DDD
WHEeeEEEeee ....
A note to myself : THINGS TO BE DONE TODAY
1. tuition @ two - must revise english and maths.
2. tuition with meowmeow - must go thru maths!!
3. Meet MingHong - help him go through oral examination techniques.
What a busy day! :/
Have a sudden craving for icecream :D
Unwell.
But feeling much better than I was feeling last night.
Was running a dumbdumb fever and having a bad throat.
Now, only left with abitabit of sore throat.
Hopefully, it won't worsen.
I do not want to lose my voice.
I am tired.
it's a wednesday.
after today, for the rest of this week, is no more late night tuition.
it'll all be latenight shopping and pia-ing to get things done.
BORED lah.
Boyfren is travelling to KL today.
so not fair; he gets to enjoy so much! :S
*bleahs*
I MISS HIM! :((
That's when I love you
When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly
And when you're mad cause you lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway
Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you
A little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love you, I love you
More than you know
And when you forgot that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you ,I love you anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you
No matter what
Ohh that's when I love you when nothing baby,
nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn,
the more I love,
the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you ,
when I love you no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
Jer's away on a holiday.
Sighs. I will be having two long days straight.
And after two long days, I'll be busy preparing things.
Shucks.
I WANNA GO CLUBBING NXT WEDNESDAY LA!
Give me some time PLEASE! :(
It's a monday! :D
YAY!
I am trying to be high.
Cause today marks the beginning of my BUSYBUSY week.
how sad can.
SO I am trying to cheer myself up.
HMM. I wanna go watch movie with my boyfren.
But, it's like no more couple seats.
Or maybe, I'll go watch by myself bahs.
Oh wells. my lappie runningout of batt.
TATa
Today, while I was singing on my way to the bus-stop.
I was thinking.
Thinking hard about what I really want in life.
THEN! I realised, I have alot of aspirations and ONE unrealistic ambition.
HEHS.
My unrealistic ambition is to become a rich tai-tai.
:D
I told my boyfren about it, thinking that he would laugh at such a ridiculous ambition.
but he didn't!
:) he's so nice can!
我想當歌星；我卻沒有一個好嗓子。
我想當老師；我卻沒有很好的耐性。
我想當個輔導員；我卻離那個夢想好遙遠。
我想出書；但我的文筆也就如此。
Haha. This is such a random post, I realised.
Ok. I am off to sleep.
I just woke up.
very sleepy still.
Chatted with boyfren for an hour plus till three plus am.
It was a great chat tho.
Hmm.. I am going to update on my trip.
but without the pictures yet.
My bf haven sent me :(
Day 1 : Jer came over to wait for me to pack my things.
Then we fetched my parents to my uncle's place.
Then Jer went home to pack his things and we realised I under-packed.
HEHS. I very dumdum one.
Then we went prayer house for service.
I just hung ard and listening to bf and the rest practise.
And ate abit.. hung ard longer before the sevice started.
Service was great! :D
afterwhich, we went back home and waited for his parents to come home and bathe.
THen we SETTED off! ^^
First stop was at BURGER KING after an hour of driving or so.
Then we continued on our journey.
having more stops for toilet breaks and MORE FOOD.
So nice!
We made a stop at Genting Highlands.
Had coffee at Macs to wake myself up.
then we made a final stop for dim sums before we reached our destination.
The car journey despite being long, was of great fun :D
we got to our lodging which was in COlmar Tropicana - a french village.
It's beautiful, so beautiful that for a moment we are in msia.
then we went to our apartment room.
and SLEPT till noon.
Haha.. we were desperate for rest, I suppose.
By noon, everyone was up and jumping and we went to an italian restaurant for pizzas!
Yummielicious :DDD
then we setted off to bukit tinggi (duno if i spelt correctly).
We visited the japanese garden which requires lots of walking.
It was rather beautiful and felt like you gg thru eco-tourism somehow.
then we visited the rabbit farm!
The rabbits are soooooooo adorable.
because I dun particularly like rabbits, and if I say they are adorable, THEY ARE! :D
then me and jer's godsister had a hilarious encounter with a donkey!
that donkey really cracked us up.
then we went back and bathed to prepare for dinner time!
Dinnertime was a buffet; food was alright.
Then we went for an acrobat show.
But while waiting, I was really bored, and so, I made my poor boyfren do stupid things with me
HEHS.
The show was great!
and after that, everyone went to the pub for beer.
yuk. i drank beer for the first time.
it was ok until i had a third serving of it.
And i turned lobster red :(
then the nxt morning was morning buffet.
And then we made a stop in KL and went to the mall for thai lunch.
yummy!
THen we we went to this pet shop
I think I am really in love with maltese!
And oh! furry rabbits too! :DD
they are sooooooo adorable! ^^
I want I want!! :D
the whole trip ended with a nice dinner at jer's home.
and my bf sent me home :)
THank you BOYFREN! for inviting me along.
THanks for being such a nice boyfren,taking such gd care of me during the trip.
thank you!!!!! :D *muacks*